March 16 2026

Went clubbing in toronto for st pattys day weekend, went to woody's and crews and tango both on church st and had the besttt time shout out to the btch who gave me 4 bumps of coke in the bathroom and also shoutout to evyn who kept me from freaking out after said coke!!! also shoutout to the girlypop who gave me poppers girl ilysm

Heres some pics

March 3 2026

Oh the urge to go to a bonfire and get drunk and meet a man who does the bare minimum and shows interest in me but thats enough to sweep me off my damn feet UGHHHH Im losing my mind

Like???? I want that ambient fire glow and booze and a guy whos trying to impress me and flirt with me?!?!?!? Id KILL for that my goodness!

Just had to get those thoughts out somewhere, the yearning was getting too strong to keep inside lmao

Hope y'all are doing well!

Heres some youtube videos I liked recently

Feruary 26 2026

Do i lean back into subliminals?? Do I have one playing right now??? Do they even work???

I used to use them a lot, I had whole playlists about weight loss confidence etc, now I was thinner then but is that due to subliminals or the fact that I was starving myself? XD

In all reality im in a bit of a dark place, I feel too fat to take photos of myself anymore, I know its crazy and BS but i feel like I look disgusting nowadays, I;m so close to caving and going on wegovy or something but who has 400 extra dollars a month for that?

I keep looking at photos of myself from 18 or 19 and I have this mixed feeling of nostalgia and melacholy that fills the pit in my quite large stomach

Ive always been larger, Im tll, broad and carried weight, but this past year I feel like its getting to be too much to bare

I write this here not as a cry for sympathy but as a way to vent my feelings into some form other than crying, I wonder if I should talk to my doctor about my medications, if those bitches are whats making me gain so much i dont need em! i can be skinny and mentally ill thankyu very much!

Anyways i will try to slay on slayin and i hope you slags do too

February 21 2026

Feeling cuntalicious right now, actually a little depressed but the cunt marches on

Been very interested in zines recently and would love to make a few with my collagework or about niche topics im interested in, vintage porn, tornadoes, testicles, maybe even scented candles, still working on making them ofc and were in the beginning stages but like??? This checks all my brain boxes, physical media? My interests? Archiving/sharing? Oh hell yeah

I tried a ZYN the other day and WHOO I had a great time, i still perfer my vapes but wow those swedish bitches have it on lock istg

Hope yall are well, I will try and update the site more often, been slowly working towards hoting my images locally on neocities instead of on lensdump (dont get me wrong lensdump is great i just didnt realize how much it was impacting my load times)

February 2 2026

The Grammy's where an interesting watch. why did nobody give Cher insructions?, altho the music was good the fashion was subpar

Also I judge big artists like Beyonce, Taylor Swift, Katy Perry, Etc for only showing up when theyre nominated and refusing to come support other artists, I am glad that I didnt have to hear 50 people thank beyonce though.

My favourite outfit of the night has to be Gaga's, she was one of the few who tried to look decent

I love the Raven-Couture look, and the hair was giving imo, Overall the look was a 10/10 for me

I enjoyed these outfits but I see they couldve been better excecuted

Zara Larsson, Chappell Roan and Doechii, all look nice but really could have elevated the looks if the whole show wasnt a fucking disaster

January 24 2026

Its disheartening to say the least, being alive in this time, seeing the horrible things happening across the border, feeling like Im going insane because nobody with any semblance of authority does fuck all to stop this, the sheer confusion that somebody can do these things in front of the whole world and be APPLAUDED?!

The urge to give up, run away to my little farm and watch the world burn without me is strong, but that wouldn't be fair to those being murdered in the street for simply existing

Not to swap to less important topics but among all of this my toes are cold s well

Gotta keep slaying in spite of it all I guess

January 14 2026

Hey y'all, been working on the site a bit, trying to make load times slower and overall tranition the aesthetics into something that I resonate with more

The winter is truly a horrid time, butttt perhaps while everyone is bundled up I can sneakily lose weight and shock everyone come summer (spoiler this will not happen)

A few nights ago I got violently high and spent five hours sitting on my ass and watching choir videos on youtube, Who knew that bitches were still doing A Capella??? It was very enjoyable to watch, lowkey had extremely immirsive daydreams of a thinner version of myself singing that shit in Glee, by the way is it not insane that Puck from glee was like... THAT ... absolutely insane if you ask me, Also RIP Naya Rivera she wouldve loved the uptake in vaping across the nation

No really tho RIP Naya she had so many issues and just when things were getting better for her she was ripped from this world

My lesbian friend has notified me that most of my stories end in death or dick and its become somewhat of a drinking game when we hang out, wether or not the story leads to someone dying, or dick. I kinda love that for me if im being honest lmao

Anyways I hope yall are staying cunty, I'll know cuz im gonna ask my tarot cards abt u lmao

Kidding lmao

January 11 2026

Wild shit that its 2026, I'm alive though!!! Been drinking quite a bit since new years, not a worrying amount (yet) but still, enough that I havent been working on my site as much as Id like to lol.

currently drinking dr pepper zero and eating chips, feeling cuntalicious as one does

I need to make a shrine to my DnD character, her names Ysolda and shes a 40 something Cleric who worships the in universe goddess of lust and love, she is a holy whore

In other news Ive been scaring my friends with my eerily accurate tarot readings, I like being able to call their bs via card and blame the universe and my ancestors

Hope you all have a cunty 2026!