krystals Palace

Thursday January 16 2025

I got a cute little VHS TV for free today on my local buy nothing group, very cutesy gonna have to try some of my old VHS tapes and see if they work!

In other news I have a kink that I have been unable to find content for, it's a purely fantasy/fiction driven one and is def on the risque side adjacent to guro communities as well as ballbusting and that sort of stuff but I can't seem to find a name for this specific thing, I would delve into it here but for once in my life I am embarrased XD, oh who am I kidding I'll go into it but if any of y'all make fun of me i hope you know you'll be in my note

Ok so its this very specifric scenario when a guy gets like vaporized or disintegrates or explodes? but like not in a super gorey way (not that I'm picky) Preferably less blood tho, I like it when it happens in a sexual scenario tho, the closest media I can find is succubus stuff when she like drains the life force out of the guy. The way I discovered I liked this was This Comic but I haven't been able to find anything like it at all! (Pages 20-24 are specifically what I am talking about)

And I mean yes i could write my own content but thats work!!!! XD I already have my ballbusting page Here So it's not a far off shoot to start writing other kinks I would just wanna host them seperatley which is also not difficult. Maybe I'm just scared of taking another project on right now... Idk but If i do start writing stories like these I'll let y'all know XD

I used to have this friend on discord who would 1000% be able to help me out but I lost contact with him and forget his username :( He was such a perv he knew everything there was about internet porn (mostly stories and hentai tho)

Anyways have a good night y'all

Friday January 10 2025

Living the life in the Stardew Valley

Wednesday January 8 2025

Made these and needed to share them lmao

Saturday January 4 2025

I went to a bar with some friends last night and found out I really fucking love vodka redbull, also jameson and gingerale... I will say I shaved for nothing it was a straight bar and it was all couples anyways :( but like I served cunt so it's ok lmao

Also I saw a person I went to school with perform with their band and like!!!! so fkn good, and yes they played hot to go!

Wednesday January 1 2025

Hope y'all are doing well, I started the new year on a good note and organized my pc and cleaned my room!!!!! Ily

Tuesday December 31 2024

What a fucking year....... let's do it all again sometime

Monday December 30 2024

Obsessed with this performance of Just For Now by Imogen Heap!!!

Sunday December 29 2024

Hi y'all hope you all had a good holiday season, mine was pretty stress free for once!!!! (crazy shit lmao) I got some really nice gifts from friends and family and had a delcisious fawking meal

The weather in my part of the world has been miserbale this month, it's supposedly winter but it looks like a very muddly and cold fall still just without all the pretty leaves and pumpkins :(

But! I'm trying to stay positive lmao, been working a lot on the site and it's been bringing me so much joy lol, also my fish is thriving which also makes me happy

I unfortunatley downloaded instagram again, the amount of gore content on reels is fucking crazy dude, I'm not usually offended by it but seeing it right after a fashion video or a cute cat video is jarring to say the least, I also don't think that those videos being so accessible to kids is really good at all, I can't say shit tho cause when i was their age I was on liveleak and bestgore 24/7 (also MeetNFuck Games used to be my SHITTTT Like I was obsessed with those lmao)

Anyways hope y'all are well! I'm gonna try and be more active on my blog this new year , I should make a resolutions post!

Sunday December 22 2024

Here's a little graphic I made of what loot I would drop if you killed me

Wednesday December 18 2024

Just found these old drawings people on tumblr did of my Hunger Games self insert OC and I thought I'd share lmao

Wednesday December 11 2024

As you all well know I am a mentally unwell individual, well maybe I wouldn't go as far as to say unwell... derranged perhaps? Kooky? ... Not the point lol, I had an epiphany while I was wathcing youtube documentaries (as one does), the ones I have been enjoying lately have been predominantly about online cults and groups like them

Watching these videos at first i have the expected reaction of being appauled and shocked and such ... and then I have this feeling of like.. well why can't I be targeted by a cult? groomed into something sketchy.. am I not pretty enough? not cute enough? and then I took a step back and thought long and hard about how weird it is for my brain to go there of all places...

I have similar thoughts about serial killers, am I just not pretty enough to be targeted? stalked? butchered? sadly I think the answer is yes

Anyways live laugh love and if anyone has a cult they want me to join my morals are VERY flexible

Friday December 6 2024

I have gone through multiple boxes of things and found two digital cameras!!!!!!, They're both exactly what I was looking for am so happy, hopefully I will post some pictures I took on them here soon, rn I'm feeling lazy lol. I also have a fish, his name is Mortimer, he is a red and black Betta. I got him from a cleaning job. I also got some homemade tomato sauce from same cleaning job. Recently my fav thing in my room has been my wrong colour snow white statuette, she is pink blue and orange, also blonde, she's messy just like me. Sometimes I think about downloadig grindr for validation but then I remember I hate the feeling of being seen IRL XD.

Stay safe y'all

Saturday November 30 2024

Hope y'all are doing well today, I went thrifting!!!!! I bought a little plastic desk chair that's pink!!!!! I like to change it out with my old cushiony desk chair every now and then cause my old one is lookin rough and makes some scary noises whenever I lean back lol

I also got a cunty hat!!! Maybe i'll do some photos in it soon!

It has become winter here, It is too cold, i do not love the snow, maybe Imogen Heap can get me through this

My dog just presented me with a gourd, I am honoured...

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Friday November 29 2024

I hope y'all know this is where I am posting from

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Thursday November 28 2024

It's been interesting recently, the highlight of my life has been stumbling upon an abandoned backpack on the side of my street, I looked closer and before going through it brought it home, I was extremely surprised to find it was full of fifty five 90s porno DVD's!!!! Mostly hairy pussy and milf stuff, my fav title being Old Saggy Baggies XD, My real fav though is big cocks! that's the title lmao, I have been blessed by the physical media gods and given roughly 500 dollars worth of DVD 90s porn!!! As a self proclaimed p[orn archivist this is huge for me lmao

I need to find a way to make porn historian/ porn archivist a liviable job.... if anyone can do it it's gonna be my gay ass

Friday November 22 2024

sometimes I forget how lonely highschool was, at least most of it. I had a decently sized group of friends, going to a small school (500 students max) Made it so all people who were classified as 'odd' grouped togehter, wether we had anything in common or not was irrelevent, in that moment we were all different and that forced us together.

Looking back i think of how underdeveloped my brain must have been, I never really talked to any of my friends for the longest time, sure there was the mindless banter of day to day activities, but for the first three years of highschool I can't remember one single meaningful conversation, I never expressed my interests with my friends, I was just kind of there, while they were all off having relationships and trying new things I was just the same old me, private but extroverted, talking loud but barely saying anything meaningfull.

I remember I used to be obsessed with a handful of youtubers (Shane Dawson, Gabbi Hanna, Connor Franta, Joey Graceffa, Tyler Oakley, Mamrie and Hannah Hart, Grace Helbig, etc), as well as the 'tumblr' era musicians (Marina, Troye, Lana, etc) I even ran fan pages about some of them yet I never expressed my interests with any of my friends, Thinking about that now almost feels absurd as I am quite the yapper when it comes to things I enjoy

Anyways this isn't the point I wanted to rant about, What spurred this on was seeing a trailer for a gay highschool romance movie, it made me recall how desperate I used to be for connection. I am now in a loving relationship of almost 4 years, but 13-18 year old me was convinced I would be single forever, not for lack of interest on my part but because I percieved myself as 'unlovable' and 'ugly'.

I remember so vividly the feeling of lonliness when my friends would talk about their love lives, The closest I had to what they experienced was creepy old men online who wanted nothing good from me. I get teary eyed even thinking of it now, I feel as though I missed out on something that every human should have the option to experience, I feel broken, like there is something fundamentally wrong with me

Thankfully my partner and I have done a lot of work to combat these feelings, I now do know my worth and that I deserve love, but after having those constant self hating thoughts for years.... it's almost hardwired into my brain. I sometimes find myself lying awake at night imagining scenarios where it all went differently, where a big strong man whisked me away in the midst of my darkest days back then and made me feel like a princess.... I do wonder If i'll ever get to feel like a princess, or will I always be the worn out person I've become...

Anyways... we'll see how life pans out, I realize I am only 22 and I have a lot ahead of me, but it doesn't stop me from feeling like a worn out shell of who I used to be

love you guys