Friday February 21st 2025

I've been listening to a new podcast!!!! Insta Spotify, its all about cryptids and the paranormal and unlike so many other paranormal focused media sources it is not full of total BS and AI slop!!! unbelieveably hard to find. Glad i stumbled upon it!!!

also mental health hasn't been slaying so much lately, but im alive lmao, stay cunty babes

Friday Febrary 14th 2025

Firday February 7th 2025

Wednesday February 5th 2025

Monday February 3rd 2025

watched the grammys last night and we been eating GOOD!!!!!

Shakira!, Chappell!!!, GAGA!!!!! Benson Boones Bulge?????

She sang my fav song!!!! Ojos Asi!!!!!! SO GOOD!!!!

Hes just so..... Ugh i want him so bad

Pink fucking pony club!!!! loved her looks!!! she wore my fav designer on the red carpet too!!!! 2003 Jean Paul Gaultier

Also CYNTHIA!!!!!! She brought her whole jazussy to this song, so so good!!!!

Saturday February 1st 2025

Been really feeling drawn to late 70s and 80s media recently, two movies with similar themes but extremely different themes have stuck out then most, Sleepaway Camp (1983) and Meatballs (1979)

Not sure why the summer camp vibe is drawing me in a lot lately, maybe cause I'm missing the warmth and comfort of summer? probably lol, and the vintage aspect is probably just my preexisiting love of all things vintage shining through, either way if y'all know of any movies with similar vibes/themes plz lmk!

Also its February!!! wild lmao, can't wait for spring tho, i'm so over the cold and snow

Don't forget to drink some water today!

Sunday January 26 2025

Sorry I haven't been updating the site a lot, life has been tough, It's very hard to afford food right now as well as bills. Even with the foodbank our fridge is so empty now. It's been hard to feel creative when being so stressed about all of this, that and we've just had two more horses dumped on us, not the end of the world but more work for us and more money spent on them. Hopefully I caan figure some things out, I've been through so much worse than this and gotten out fine but now I just feel so worn out and drained that I barely have it in me to keep trying, we don't own the house anymore, we rely on the foodbank, I swear its a miracle that the bills get paid every month, the only reason i have a vape is cuz I found one I had lost during the summer that still has some juice in it. It doesn't help that I've been neglecting to take my anti depressants, they help me a lot but I forget them often, I haven't done my makeup in what feels like weeks, haven't gotten dressed up for the fun of it, hell i've barely brushed my hair this week, I look and feel awful right now but maybe taking the time to acknowledge all of this will kick me out of this rut? Getting sick a week ago didn't help either, i missed a few days of work that I'll severely miss the money for.

Anyways thats enough of me whining, just wanted to write it down somewhere, peace and love y'all

P.S Dear Sally from the Valley, I just saw your guestbook comment, thank you for looking past my flashy exterior and giving me and my page the time of day. I haven't gotten to play veilguard yet but as soon as I'm able I will be! it looks soo good! and I'm glad to find someone else who appreciates Anna Nicole Smith as much as I do! Hope you're well

Thursday January 23 2025

MY FUCKING BOYFRIEND (Who is supposed to be quit smoking) ASHED HIS FUCKING CIGGY IN MY DRINK AND FORGOT TO TELL ME

i (naievly) TOOK A SIP OF MY OWN DRINK AND WHEN IT TASTED OFF I (stupidly) SWISHED IT AROUND MY MOUTH

cIGARETTE COLA TASTES LIKE ASS

Thursday January 16 2025

I got a cute little VHS TV for free today on my local buy nothing group, very cutesy gonna have to try some of my old VHS tapes and see if they work!

In other news I have a kink that I have been unable to find content for, it's a purely fantasy/fiction driven one and is def on the risque side adjacent to guro communities as well as ballbusting and that sort of stuff but I can't seem to find a name for this specific thing, I would delve into it here but for once in my life I am embarrased XD, oh who am I kidding I'll go into it but if any of y'all make fun of me i hope you know you'll be in my note

Ok so its this very specifric scenario when a guy gets like vaporized or disintegrates or explodes? but like not in a super gorey way (not that I'm picky) Preferably less blood tho, I like it when it happens in a sexual scenario tho, the closest media I can find is succubus stuff when she like drains the life force out of the guy. The way I discovered I liked this was This Comic but I haven't been able to find anything like it at all! (Pages 20-24 are specifically what I am talking about)

And I mean yes i could write my own content but thats work!!!! XD I already have my ballbusting page Here So it's not a far off shoot to start writing other kinks I would just wanna host them seperatley which is also not difficult. Maybe I'm just scared of taking another project on right now... Idk but If i do start writing stories like these I'll let y'all know XD

I used to have this friend on discord who would 1000% be able to help me out but I lost contact with him and forget his username :( He was such a perv he knew everything there was about internet porn (mostly stories and hentai tho)

Anyways have a good night y'all

Friday January 10 2025

Living the life in the Stardew Valley

Wednesday January 8 2025

Made these and needed to share them lmao

Saturday January 4 2025

I went to a bar with some friends last night and found out I really fucking love vodka redbull, also jameson and gingerale... I will say I shaved for nothing it was a straight bar and it was all couples anyways :( but like I served cunt so it's ok lmao

Also I saw a person I went to school with perform with their band and like!!!! so fkn good, and yes they played hot to go!

Wednesday January 1 2025

Hope y'all are doing well, I started the new year on a good note and organized my pc and cleaned my room!!!!! Ily

Tuesday December 31 2024

What a fucking year....... let's do it all again sometime

Monday December 30 2024

Obsessed with this performance of Just For Now by Imogen Heap!!!

Sunday December 29 2024

Hi y'all hope you all had a good holiday season, mine was pretty stress free for once!!!! (crazy shit lmao) I got some really nice gifts from friends and family and had a delcisious fawking meal

The weather in my part of the world has been miserbale this month, it's supposedly winter but it looks like a very muddly and cold fall still just without all the pretty leaves and pumpkins :(

But! I'm trying to stay positive lmao, been working a lot on the site and it's been bringing me so much joy lol, also my fish is thriving which also makes me happy

I unfortunatley downloaded instagram again, the amount of gore content on reels is fucking crazy dude, I'm not usually offended by it but seeing it right after a fashion video or a cute cat video is jarring to say the least, I also don't think that those videos being so accessible to kids is really good at all, I can't say shit tho cause when i was their age I was on liveleak and bestgore 24/7 (also MeetNFuck Games used to be my SHITTTT Like I was obsessed with those lmao)

Anyways hope y'all are well! I'm gonna try and be more active on my blog this new year , I should make a resolutions post!

Sunday December 22 2024

Here's a little graphic I made of what loot I would drop if you killed me

Wednesday December 18 2024

Just found these old drawings people on tumblr did of my Hunger Games self insert OC and I thought I'd share lmao

Wednesday December 11 2024

As you all well know I am a mentally unwell individual, well maybe I wouldn't go as far as to say unwell... derranged perhaps? Kooky? ... Not the point lol, I had an epiphany while I was wathcing youtube documentaries (as one does), the ones I have been enjoying lately have been predominantly about online cults and groups like them

Watching these videos at first i have the expected reaction of being appauled and shocked and such ... and then I have this feeling of like.. well why can't I be targeted by a cult? groomed into something sketchy.. am I not pretty enough? not cute enough? and then I took a step back and thought long and hard about how weird it is for my brain to go there of all places...

I have similar thoughts about serial killers, am I just not pretty enough to be targeted? stalked? butchered? sadly I think the answer is yes

Anyways live laugh love and if anyone has a cult they want me to join my morals are VERY flexible

Friday December 6 2024

I have gone through multiple boxes of things and found two digital cameras!!!!!!, They're both exactly what I was looking for am so happy, hopefully I will post some pictures I took on them here soon, rn I'm feeling lazy lol. I also have a fish, his name is Mortimer, he is a red and black Betta. I got him from a cleaning job. I also got some homemade tomato sauce from same cleaning job. Recently my fav thing in my room has been my wrong colour snow white statuette, she is pink blue and orange, also blonde, she's messy just like me. Sometimes I think about downloadig grindr for validation but then I remember I hate the feeling of being seen IRL XD.

Stay safe y'all

Saturday November 30 2024

Hope y'all are doing well today, I went thrifting!!!!! I bought a little plastic desk chair that's pink!!!!! I like to change it out with my old cushiony desk chair every now and then cause my old one is lookin rough and makes some scary noises whenever I lean back lol

I also got a cunty hat!!! Maybe i'll do some photos in it soon!

It has become winter here, It is too cold, i do not love the snow, maybe Imogen Heap can get me through this

My dog just presented me with a gourd, I am honoured...

Friday November 29 2024

I hope y'all know this is where I am posting from